Saturday, April 3, 2010

Theme song

Almost four years ago I moved to Boston from Morhrsville, PA. Mohrsville is a suburb of Reading, which is really a suburb of Philadelphia. I had recently come off of a particularly painful relationship, and I was seeing someone from Boston - a guy who was all lightness and friendship and casual romance. I could not have been happier with my decision to move or more excited about a change.

On June 21st - a hot, windy, rainy night, I drove from PA to Somerville, MA and started my brand new life. I arrived at 3:30am in a splendid exhaustion. One day soon after, I woke up in the bed of my new friend, eager to explore, discover my surroundings... and eat breakfast. He woke up to my gentle prodding (I am a morning person) and put on some music. Ryan Montbleau's Stretch filled his tiny bedroom. The sun streamed in through the curtains and I stretched all my parts. I took it all in. I was STARTING ANEW. The slate was clean. I've looked back many times, but I've never been more content than in my current home, my current community. Everywhere I turn there are beautiful people with a strong hug and a catchy song to guide me to wherever I'm going.

I've heard Ryan play more times that I remember. I'm never sorry to have spent my time that way. About fifteen minutes ago I got home from Toad in Cambridge, having listened to Ryan play. He played Stretch, the theme song of my ressurection. He also played Wilco's Jesus, etc. and I thought I would break down with gratitude that he could make one of the songs that moves me into something even more personal than it is.

I'm where I belong. No matter what I may question about my life, I'm sure of that.

What a delightful night. If I'm lucky, when I fall asleep in a few minutes, maybe I can come up with something as delightful as what I just lived.

EDITED TO ADD: Yes. I was drunk when I wrote this.

3 comments:

Wonderland said...

It's totally OK to get gooey and life-loving while in the cups. A lot better than getting angry or depressesd. Rock on, sister.

Lisa said...

Welcome to Town... you should come to the event with the very same mantra as yours... It's called YUM, a taste of immigrant city!

http://yumsomerville.com/

Leslie said...

Lisa - Thank you! I just checked out that website -what a great idea. And really, Somerville is a GREAT place to get delicious food!