Wednesday, August 25, 2010

I got nothing. But it isn't as bad as it sounds.

I wrote a different post, but it was kind of a downer. I swear this is the cheerier version.

DISCLAIMER: I am not sad or depressed or anything - sometimes you just need to empty your head.

Occasionally I have nothing to write and no motivation to make anything up. Like now. So stream of consciousness? I thought you'd never ask!

I'm doing a staged reading of a show with the theatre group I'm in (I'm a gay Asian man, of course), and that's keeping me busy this week. Conan (cat#1) got in a fight and was mauled, but he seems to be doing ok. Though, I woke up today and for the first time in 6+ years I found cat pee in an area that wasn't meant to have cat pee on it. That sucked. So now I wonder if it's medical? An accident? Punishment? Which of my two cats did it? I am pretty hard core about cleanliness and things looking and smelling nice, so this... blech.
My plan is to go home after work and whip up a delightful batch of vinegar-water cleanser with a baking soda chaser. I will then get on my knees and clean every inch of my apartment until it sparkles like a sparkly thing. I hope that fixes whatever needs to be fixed. Because I don't know how to handle problems like this.

Otherwise I also have EXTREME sensitivity in my teeth which is making me crazy. It's like I'm constantly getting that feeling you get when you bite down on a metal fork - those awful chills? I assume someone knows what I'm talking about. Except I kind of get them for no reason and all the time and I fear it's a brain tumor.
Oh, did I mention that my Dad recently found out that he has two benign brain tumors? I know what "benign" means but let me tell you that "brain tumor" is terrifying no matter what comes before it.

And things at work are... interesting.

I'm not complaining really. Things are good. There just ALWAYS seems to be something scary or overwhelming or physically icky to think about. And I could really use a nap, and maybe a hug. That is all.


die Frau said...

I hug you! HMMMMMMMMMMM...MMM! [that's how you write a hug]

Wonderland said...

MWA! [That's a lip smacking kiss!]